prayer walk

Today we applied what xinni teach us during the pioneering unit meet on 15th Sep2011. Our LG(Lestari Pris Qin Ning Joan Seng Kim) went to SAA for prayer walk. Really thank God for being so promptly in providing us with a place to pray and prepare out hearts before we head of to bring begin to pray. Level 3 of the building is a church but is usually lock, and today, we pressed level 3 to see and realise there are people in there today so we went to "try" and see if we can borrow their place for awhile to pray. Really can feel the warmth of how spiritual family are so helpful. God really thank you.

Joan sengkim and I started off from level 2. We prayed for the lecturers of the school because they definitely are the ones that will surely have an impact on the students. Lord how amazing it is that both group actually prayed specifically for the same group of people. 

When we went to level 4 and pray, Joan sengkim and i took one roll each to pray for when we were in the self study room. I was thinking, Lord, You put one church in the middle of the building, for? I donno if it is like this but i was reminded that when you light up the lamp, you put it on the highest place to shine off your light, therefore a church is build right in the middle of the building definitely to shine your light too lord. Because it is in the middle of the building it will be able to give equal brightness to the whole building, am I right to say so?

And when I was sitting by myself, I wrote down the prayer I made in that particular room, in the particular seat.(I purposely choose to sit in the very middle too. I know I am not able, but I am willing Lord)

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Here is my prayer:

Lord,I really want to pray for the people over here in this room. I pray that though they are busying revising and mugging, working very hard to gain knowledge and wisdom, Lord may you give them the knowledge that You are real Lord may you show them the real wisdom that they need is not found in any of the books they are reading now, but found only in the bible. Lord may you show them that working hard for what will be taken away one day eventually will be nothing as compared to working hard to gain Your smile. 

Lord I pray also for the believers in this room, that they will not only do well academically but also spiritually, and also doing well to shine for you lord, all glories be to you. Lord, remind them to yearn for more of you, to do Your will. Your kingdom come, Your will be done, on earth as it is in heaven. 

Lord, each and everyone in this room writes a different story, they come from everywhere of the earth, Lord I believe they are here not by coincidence. Lord use me to do what You want me to do. 

Lord all the strength they have, the energy they have will be used up, but Lord I pray that one day they will come to realize it is only possible to do all things with You in their life; they will be living their live that You have given to them to the fullest with You living in them, in their life. Lord I pray that You can use all believers possible, to associate to them and their needs, here, in this foreign land. Lord I pray that I can be a vessel to be use by you to bring them closer to You. Lord I am not doing the work but You are, through me. 

Lord I thank you for doing the work. Lord I thank you for opening up the doors of different people's heart. Lord I uphold all these unto Your hands. I thank you in advance for the work that You will be doing in me and through me Lord. In Jesus name I pray. Amen.
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After the prayer walk, we went to have dinner as we fast and pray from dinner. There is this aunty who came and sell tissue and all of us didn't buy. I have got no more cash so I didn't buy. None of us bought so she scolded us. ok I seriously felt guilty. Lord if it is You, what will you do?
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Lord at times I really find it tiring to love people that keeps disturbing me. Lord yes I can take jokes, but times and times I really can't take it anymore Lord. Lord may I grow in the areas of patience.

secure?

Heavenly Father, thank you for your mercy and gracious on us, thank you for not keeping records of our sins. Lord Father, I know we have sinned, but Father you sees our heart desire. We separated cos we know we are not moving towards you together but leading each other into sinning again and again. Father you also see how much it really hurts when j and I separate.

Father I know if I've place you first in my life, nothing can hurts me, nothing will make me fall, so lord father, I really pray that you can show me the way.

Lord father teach me to be the person you've created me to be.

Father the truth is, I really miss j. I texted him, I know I shouldn't have cos I get no reply from him, which makes me feels kind of emotional all over again. But Father thank you for strengthening me that this time round, yes, deep in me I feel sad for the cold shoulder, wondering why is he ignoring me, is he hating me or something? But Father, I have You, I am secure. For I know if we're not meant to be, you surely have someone better for both of us. Lord father as I grow in your words, you made me realize how different I can treat him, how much better I'll know how to treat him. Lord father if you want to take this time to make me mature and grow in faith in you, Father I know I've definitely grown much more from the past me. Father, most of the time I just want to say if I can have one more chance to be with him, I'll surely treat him better this time, cos I've got your love that's overflowing from me.

Lord father I know I shouldn't be praying like this, cos my thoughts is not your thoughts and your ways are higher than mine.

Father I just pray that you could continue to strengthen me everyday, remind me to focus on you, remind me that it's the journey that matters the most and not the end product.Father I thank you for all your wonderful plans. Thank you for all the works you've done in me and I also wants to Thank you in advance for all the wonderful plans that's yet to reveal to me.

And I pray in Jesus name,Amen

number my days

no matter how many times i watch this video, listen to this song, it never fails to make my tears flow.

how many times have I broken Your heart, but still You forgive if only i ask.

everything I need is You, my beginning my forever.

God has done so much so for me, but what have i done in return? I haven't been doing much. I know there's much more than all these that I am able to do for Him.

Father I just want to be able to be used by You in all ways, able to be bring back the lost sheeps that was once like me. Heavenly Father, use me.

lord father, i hope my friend is in your safe hand. pls look after my friend who have gone to serve you in haven. and i pray that father you too will look after her family from high above.

my dear friend, now that you're gone i hope you'll be happy looking after all your beloved from high above. remember to smile always as your journey with god begin in heaven.

Love one another

Lesson of the day:

"If anyone says, " I love God," yet hates his brother, he is a liar. For anyone who does not love his brother, whom he has seen, cannot love God, whom he has not seen. And he has given usthis command: Whoever loes God must also love his brother."

John 4:20-21